Deja Vu

Well, the bleeding has started. I am a little disappointed because I was still hopeful. But I'm glad my body is taking care of this by itself rather than having to get a D&C. I already had 2 miscarriages this year, why would I want to get a procedure that increases the chance of miscarriage if I don't have to?? Why do doctors always jump to medical procedures when they are not always necessary. Sigh. They want me to come in tomorrow and I really don't want to. I just want to stay in bed until this whole thing is over.

4 comments :

Erinn said...

My worst fear is that I'll wait for the right time to be pregnant. I'll be as responsible as possible. I'll prepare my home for the little bundle, and in such preparations, I will have missed my chance.
It is so sad when the people that desperately want a child, people that would be wonderful parents, are somehow rejected from experiencing such a thing. And yet go on any public transit and you'll see a 12 year old with a baby.

It makes no sense to me. I'm sorry. I wanted to be uplifting, but I guess the realism of the world is turning me into a cynic. Well, I can still say this much: Yo have until you're 40 to get it right, don't give up hope. :)

Camilleta said...

Thanks for your comment. =) I do wonder, why me. Why do I see all those parents with multiple kids that they don't even seem to appreciate having. But ultimately, I really trust that everything happens for a reason. I'm sure we will have another baby when the time is right. And if not, we already have Kaylee, and I know I will be perfectly happy if I only ever have her.

Erin Wallace said...

I'm so sorry. I had a friend who had a blighted ovum and I remember just how painful it was for her. My cousin had 4 miscarriages before she got pregnant for her daughter; you do find yourself asking why God would put someone you love so much through something so difficult. I will be keeping you in my prayers.

oomph. said...

sorry to hear all that's been going on with your pregnancy. i'm sure it is disheartening, but stay strong and positive. will keep you in our thoughts.

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