Ugh. I know I should check my email, read some blogs, make some calls, run some errands, and work on my to do list. I just have no energy to do anything but hang out with Kaylee. So I'm just going to put off everything until tomorrow and not feel bad about it for once. Guilt just fuels the depression anyway.
I'm so grateful for my Kaylee girl. Even when everything is falling apart, she brings me joy. And even when I feel like a failure, I know that at the very least, I am good at being a mommy.