I feel 8 months pregnant, seriously. This is so different from when I was pregnant with Kaylee. I was active right up until the last day, and I went 2 weeks overdue! I'm beginning to get the feeling more and more than it must be twins. I'm freaking out because we just do not have room for twins. We barely have room here for ourselves, let alone a new baby, so twins? I just don't know what we would do. Also, I am scared to think how awful the rest of the pregnancy is going to be if at 4 months, I feel this crappy. And let's not even talk about natural birth with twins. Yikes.
Honestly, if they do tell me it's twins, I'm sure I'll be happy. Terrified, but happy. I know I'd love them both so much and not want to trade them for the world, and we'll figure everything out somehow. We're seriously going to be PACKED into this little house though lol. Anyway, I won't know until next week because I had to put off my doctor appointment and ultrasound another week. Long story, but at least they will have a better chance of telling me the gender by then. I can't WAIT to hear the gender and see the baby.
I am still pretty nervous. The last 2 times I had ultrasounds, they gave me bad news. BUT the last two pregnancies, they also couldn't find the heartbeat, and I've heard this baby's heartbeat. So I'm just focusing on that and trying to stay positive. I just don't think I can handle another loss. I'd rather hear that I'm having triplets (or even sextuplets) than have them tell me I'm not having a baby at all... I just hope after this ultrasound, I will finally be able to calm down and stop worrying. I was never this much of a worrier before.
Well, I guess that's it, back to bed for me. I hope everyone has a great week! I pinky promise to catch up on blog stuff within the next couple days!!
|Ok so she got out of the bath, and as I was going to get her clothes, she passed out!|
|She got dressed, put on her boots that apparently "match perfectly," and got on the table to "do my show."|
|Her show involves dancing and singing "Pumped Up Kicks" LOL.|
|Getting ready to watch The Lion King!|
|My mother-in-law's super cute kittens!|
|Petting the baby. :)|